i am getting more and more careless.. when i went to work on wed, i saw a wrong assignment as a result i did not prepare theatre for my colleauges and theatre was in a mess.. on top of that, yesterday i did not order instrument properly.. in the end, the theater staff got to run like mad.. i felt so guilty!! i felt that i am so distracted from work this few days.. from next week onward all this got to stop!! cross heart. . .

♥ sweet sweet love ♥

love this song so much
plain white t's

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

words from my girlfriends who know me truly..

duan: must treasure it and dun think too much about your past.. what is present!! now is now!!
ariel: dun be scared and think too much on negative side.. it's the spark and not the matter of time
jess: i so happy for you!!! finally....
sally: just remember that, people DONT change they just show their true colours (good or bad, you decide)..
cheryl: not much comment.. expected!!

i conclude what i need is assurance through action and hopefully along the way i can see it lo..
i choose it so take it and move on..

the day we Reunite!!

sushi making was horrible.. i did not expect it to be so tired!!

a fantastic night out to Henderson wave and Mount Faber.. every things were so great and fun.. however, i think back and ask will all this happiness last..??
i dream it will..
i dream it will..
i dream it will come true..


life go on. . .

i am happy.. i am really happy..
thank you >.<

ps: what a big contradiction to my pervious post.. haha

i thought i am happy but i realised that actually i am not..

oh my god.. they are real classic!! when we were once young and innocent. . .

this wed we actually have a living donor liver transplant going on in our theater.. i am so glad that i got the opportunity to be involved.. though i am just a small fry whose was just running errand for my senior, i am happy cause i got to learn things that i always interested in.. to my surprised, i actually got the chance to scrub in for the perfusion part where the surgeons got to ensure that the half liver which had taken out from the donor was ready to be transplanted to the recipient body.. and looking at the liver i am thinking that it was a real special organ.. a organ which will actually grow back to the origin size even after u look half of it out.. the whole operation was running smoothly with minimum bleeder and it took about 12hrs to finish.. it was a long and tired day for me but i really enjoyed!!
i am elated!!

girls meet up and we went to Jess house for dinner.. as usual we were chatting most of our time.. some time i just couldn't believe why we always got so much to share..

oh my god.. their photos are SUPERB!!

Orh okay lo..
*his favorite sentence

HAHAHAHA..
*his trademark laughter

heehee

my lovely brother ROM.. i truly felt happy for my brother :)

there will be no more rumor saying that we will not have any bonus cause this have become a fact.. NO BONUS!! RUBBISH.. i have been working so hard for the past one year and that was what i got.. so unfair!! and i really need the bonus to pay my coming school fees.. so bad!! so so bad!!

anyway i am starting my degree soon and i am so worried because it have been a long time since i last studied and i am afraid that i will not do well.. i hope that it will not affect my work cause i really don't want to take any MC.. heehee!!

i have conquer renal transplant today and i am so excited.. this was my first time scrubbing in for a renal transplant operation.. i am so proud of myself cause i managed to survive through the whole operation with minimum assistance from my senior who had double scrubbed with me..

life is fair..

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!!

my 22th birthday celebration with the girls.. Disney on ice!! love them :)
sally 21st surprise birthday party organised by her bf.. so sweet!!
as usual, birthday song from my best sisters..